Have you ever felt like you have hit....

A BRICK WALL!


WELL TODAY I HAVE HIT ONE.

WHY YOU ASK? WELL LET ME EXPLAIN.

I think hitting this brick wall was the cause of much stress in my life. Too much to be exact and I am afraid this will be what my life will be life the rest of the summer so I better learn how to deal with this stress in a health way or I will be in a therapists office having a nervous break down.
1-my husbands work schedule changes daily. Don't get me wrong I am so grateful he has a job but his schedule is dependent on other construction companies and what they get done or don't get done. Let me give you an example. Sunday morning Rock told me this would be his schedule: Mon and Tues. days Wed off, Thursday-Sunday nights from 8pm to 5am. Monday morning same schedule so I got babysitters set up for Thursday and Saturday sweet....Monday night...Mon, Tues, Wed days from 7 am to 7pm Thursday off, Friday, Sat, Sunday, Mon, Tues, Wed days 7 am to 7pm. What now I have to call the babysitter I cancelled on Wed to see if she could now, have to find a babysitter for Saturday longer than planned, etc.
2-having my husband work many hours with not a lot of time off can be wearing on me and the kids. Just the thought of starting to potty train Mack makes my blood pressure rise!
3-my job is not helping either. Monday I get a call telling me I was suppose to work that night when I have never worked Monday nights and was not on the schedule and had no idea I was suppose to be there. They wanted me to find a babysitter and come in..I DON'T THINK SO. Then today they call and tell me instead of coming in at 5:30 could I come at 4:30...arranged it with my babysitter then an hour later called and ask if I could come in at 3:30 what?? Thank you to my wonderful cousin for being so flexible.

Thanks to all who have been so flexible and helping me! I hope to not have many days like this when I hit another