LETTING GO...

I am letting go of hurt, jealous, in-adequatacy, anger, frustration and offensive feelings. All it is doing is can-curing my soul. I find myself becoming more and more offended to little dumb, insignificant things. And this will continue until I am mad at the world and all is unfair. My kids, in laws, mom, dad, sisters, and husband are being effected unfairly by MY feelings. So this is my prayer for the next few weeks. No matter what anyone has done or said to me I must forgive and treat other with respect and acknowledge efforts made. BURY PAST FEELINGS SO I DON'T HAVE A CAN-CURED SOUL ANYMORE. It is not my right to with hold memories that can be made simply because a person has not conformed to what I want them to conform to. That is unfair on my part. I hate seeing my husband and kids unhappy because of MY feelings. I chose to marry my husband and with that his family, his faults, as he accepted my family and faults. I DO NOT KNOW OTHERS HEART, THOUGHTS, PAST, FEELINGS, ETC. TO GET OFFENDED BY THE THINGS THEY DO OR SAY. JUDGEMENT COMES FROM GOD, FORGIVENESS CAN COME FROM ME! Writing this I hope will help me get rid of these feelings. Sorry for the venting but it is time to let go..